So, what if you weren't naturally born with a part of desirable eyes people would compliment,
or what if...
you were born to be blind,
... or had your eye area damaged atrociously during an accidence?
Few days back, while my friend & I were taking bus 160 in to Custom, I saw this lady (in yellow top) whose (right) eye is badly damaged/(or should I call it "injured"?) standing near us. I felt so sorry, & guilty for her for some reasons, yet admiring her at the same time. She has the bravery & courage to face the reality, without showing sign of "hiding", unlike me. I immediately turned my head back while looking down, having my eyes shut, & realized just how timid I actually am in comparison. I always thought I'm courageous enough, but in true fact, I ain't. I have been crying all days for a month now, almost every single night. Just keep on thinking how unfair everyone had treated me as compared to my friends, & what's not. Frankly speaking, I should consider myself fortunate for still having the chance to beautify myself with (yes,) makeup, & plastic surgery for covering up my flaws.
My Mom met a lady at work (;to simplify it, she's her colleague), whose one side of her eyes is blind, so she has been relying on the other side of her eyes to see all this while since birth. Doctor mentioned there's no slight chances for her to able to see with that only blinded eye even after changing her cornea, as the cells around it are all dead. He even mentioned that it will gradually affect the other eye as well; which meant to say, she'll go totally blind as she ages. There was this man (a customer of theirs) who insulted her right in her husband's face that she's way too ugly & weird-looking to a degree he literally lost his appetite. Despite how tough her life is, this lady is married to a loving husband, who adores her unconditionally. She didn't even give birth, as the both of them couldn't have children. This proves that true love does exist, but rare to find.
I actually did meet this lady in person when she came over to my house while paying for a visit. Just like the lady (in yellow top), she acts & talks normally, without showing sign of "hiding".
I learnt a lot from them... truly.
They are mentally strong enough.
When we still have the chance, cherish, & make good use of it.
The other night, my Mom sat right right next to me when I was crying the whole time for hours, & told me that the luckiest woman in world isn't someone who's a dead-drop gorgeous, but someone who is married to a man who could love her unconditionally no matter what (for years). my Mom grew up just exactly the way I really am; who kept being insulted, & treated unfairly, but she met her man who could stay by her side, & capable of supporting her financially for almost 10years now (although they aren't married... they're just Girl-Boy-Friend.)
I will blog again soon.
Perhaps few days later.
2NE1 - Ugly (Lyn.D English Cover)
2NE1 - UGLY M/V
Yes, appearance is important, but it isn't just about everything...
people, be glad that you're still be unable to see, talk, & even hear.
Everyone spends literally most of the time admiring others, while not realizing there are actually people out there who admire our ability to see, to talk & to hear.
